The Night Watches

“In the first century AD the night was divided into 4 night watches of 3 hours each: (1) from sundown to 9PM; (2) from 9PM to 12 midnight; (3) from 12 midnight to 3AM; and (4) from 3AM to dawn. A trumpet call, known as the “COCKCROW” signaled the end of the 3rd and beginning of the 4th watch.”
When Jesus-Yeshua said to Peter, “this very night, before the COCK CROWS, you will disown me three times.” it had more meaning then most realize. You see Lambs were sacrificed daily. Two to be exact. The first lamb would have been brought out and tied to the altar at dawn…At 9 a.m it was slaughtered. The same time they bound Yeshua, and the 2nd lamb was placed on the altar at noon when the sky became black and at 3 it was sacrificed exactly when Jesus- Yeshua was. The High Priest would exclaim, “It is Finished!” Please begin to read and study what Pastors have taught you is legalism and bondage because its not…Acts 2 , a book written 60 years after Jesus had ascended tells how John and Peter were entering the temple at the hour of prayer. The hour of prayer was at nine, noon, and three. It all coincides with Yeshua-Jesus death on the cross…

The gospel of Mark talks about those night watches and the hour that will come in chapter 13, and he says, “BE ON ALERT!”

“But in those days, after that tribulation, THE SUN WILL BE DARKENED AND THE MOON WILL NOT GIVE ITS LIGHT, AND THE STARS WILL BE FALLING from heaven, and the powers that are in the heavens will be shaken. “Then they will see THE SON OF MAN COMING IN CLOUDS with great power and glory. “And then He will send forth the angels, and will gather together His elect from the four winds, from the farthest end of the earth to the farthest end of heaven….13:24-26

“Take heed, keep on the alert; for you do not know when the appointed time will come. “It is like a man away on a journey, who upon leaving his house and putting his slaves in charge, assigning to each one his task, also commanded the doorkeeper to stay on the alert. “Therefore, be on the alert—for you do not know when the master of the house is coming, whether in the evening, at midnight, or when the rooster crows, or in the morning— in case he should come suddenly and find you asleep. “What I say to you I say to all, ‘Be on the alert!’” 13:33-37

He says, at midnight or when the rooster crows, or in the morning… So many details are in our bible that we have missed because we have thrown away the truth for lies. The Old Testament is not a book for Jews and the New Testament is not a book for Christians. Its one book.
More topics like this will be covered in greater detail in Blow a Trumpet in Tekoa….

Rueben sandwich and Christianese Dressing

Sometimes I wonder about this new found faith that slapped me in the face a few years back. I wonder if I will ever fit in again. Although it’s exciting unraveling all the wrong doctrine and discovering the truth that was there all along, it can be lonely. My husband and I were both raised in the Christian faith in an assembly’s of God church. It was a large church and featured television and radio ministry as well as many out reaches and alms deeds. We are thankful for our time there, but once your eyes are opened and enlightened to the scriptures you can’t go back. I see more and more pastors, teachers and members of Christendom coming out and starting blogs, home meetings and gathering with whoever they can.
One of the most annoying things is how we were fed lies by well-meaning people, but those well-meaning people won’t even look at scripture with you. Of course many of us used to be those people.
I tried to have a conversation with someone about a topic the other day and they honestly did not even look at what I said or the verses I was trying to show them. Instead, they just kept showing me verses that were not even complete thoughts or about the topic. Honestly, while I was lying in bed that night I said Lord it’s as if a Chinese man was reading a recipe in an American cookbook for a Rueben sandwich. And this is really what has happened. Let me explain. Westernized mindsets and Greek thought equals polluted doctrines of Christenese. One of my teachings was compared to a “well-known cult”? What many don’t understand is that we created a man-made religion and named it Christianity and any off-shoot or denomination/non-denomination is just that “a cult.” I don’t want to upsets folks, but even  the Apostle Paul in Romans chapter 11 called us a wild olive, grafted in among them, becoming partakers with them of the rich root of the olive tree…not the other way around. My intent is to explain truths that have been twisted. I know many good people who love the Lord who are a part of the very cult I used to worship in and do ministry in. But can I share a Reuben with you? Yes, let’s start with our sandwich.
Take a man who is from the other side of the world and translate your recipe into his language. Ready? This is probably going to sound more like an Abbott and Costello skit.
Reuben, now that’s a nice name. Thousand Island or Russian dressing? I wonder where all those islands are located? Hey, Reuben likes corn and beef. Still following me? Now add some lingo from our culture and era. This sandwich is wicked good! It’s the bomb. Hmmm, is the sandwich a bomb? Wicked?
 I worked in restaurants for years and what most people don’t realize is restaurants have their own language. So did the Jewish people of Jesus day. Let me explain.
When a restaurant runs out of a product whether its salmon or lettuce they tell the staff, “We are 86 Salmon.” So the number 86 means 0. When the restaurant gets busy and tables are full and Servers are running around like crazy, they have a name for it in the business, it’s called, “In the weeds.” If you just heard someone say, “I am in the weeds,” you, a foreigner, learning a new language would picture high tall grasses. 86 chickens would not register 0 chickens.
A dishwasher is referred to as a bubble dancer and “Campers” are people who stay at your table all night. Now let’s see where confusion can set in.   We have 86 wicked bubble dancers setting up tents in the weeds on a thousand islands, dressing like Russians with bombs named Reuben. That may sound extreme but let me show you how it has affected you and your church doctrine. Take your King James Bible and the doctrine you take so seriously and a word such as “tent” that Paul was making. Let’s look at that verse.
“Paul lived and worked with them, for they were tentmakers just as he was.” Acts 18:3… This wasn’t camping equipment but a tallit (little-tent) that is a four-cornered prayer shawl spoken of in Numbers 15:38-39. “Speak to the children of Israel and say to them: They shall make for themselves fringes on the corners of their garments… And this shall be tzitzit for you, and when you see it, you will remember all the commandments of G-d, and perform them” (Numbers 15:38-39). These garments had fringe tassels on the corners called tzitzit. Their strings and knots are a physical representation of the (Law) Torah’s 613 do’s and don’ts. Christians know all the blessings for keeping the “do’s” and are sure to quote, “I am blessed going in and blessed going out…The head and not the tail.” It works like this: Each letter in the Hebrew alphabet has a corresponding numerical value. The numerical values of the five letters that comprise the Hebrew word tzitzit add up to 600. Add the eight strings and five knots of each tassel, and the total is 613.
The Apostle Paul, years and years after Jesus-Yeshua had ascended was making prayer shawls with 613 Torah commandments and selling them. Why wasn’t he telling people not to wear the law around if they were now Christians and didn’t need to keep it? Don’t tell me because he was a Jew and it was a Jewish thing because that just is not true. “The same law applies both to the native-born and to the foreigner residing among you.” Exodus 12:49. “‘A foreigner residing among you is also to celebrate the LORD’s Passover in accordance with its rules and regulations. You must have the same regulations for both the foreigner and the native-born.'” Numbers 9:14.  And Yahweh said it was an everlasting commandment to keep not something He threw away or nailed to the cross. A covenant may get a new better layer added, but you don’t throw them away. The curse was nailed to the cross.
Now before you start telling me that I need to read Galatians and Romans and learn about the slave woman and the free woman, perhaps you may need to rethink what you think you know about 1,000 Islands of Russian dressed men living in the weeds. Perhaps you have missed something. A very popular saying in Jesus-Yeshua’s day was not “the devil is a lie”” but Torah is the way, Torah is the truth and Torah is the light. The Word became flesh and dwelt among us. When we read about 5 foolish virgins and 5 wise we learn that 5 had no oil. This oil was not speaking in tongues. Back then the mitzvah (commandments and precepts) were referred to as oil lamps. His word is a lamp to our feet and it lights up our path. That verse is from the old section of your Bible. Five thousand men were born again after Peter preached his message. There was no new testament then. No John 3:16, no letters from Paul, no wafers and welches grape juice and no one told them to run to an altar and invite Jesus into their hearts. Don’t get mad at me because I tell you the truth. The truth will set you free but first as a wise woman once said, it will piss you off. Now running to an altar and asking Jesus-Yeshua to be Lord of your life is not a bad thing but its sort of like signing your name on a marriage contract.
Let me give you another example. Take Peter and a vision he had. It wasn’t about fat cows or skinny cows or a roll of bread going through the camp it was about food and when the Lord said, “Get up, Peter, Kill and eat.” It had been years since Jesus-Yeshua ascended up into heaven and yet Peter says, “Surely not, Lord!” Peter replied. “I have never eaten anything impure or unclean.” Acts 10:13-14. This sheet had both clean and unclean animals on it. Why didn’t he get up and kill a chicken and eat it? Why did he say I have never eaten anything UNCLEAN. If he was no longer to keep the Torah (Law) he would not say this. Why wasn’t he now a Sunday morning Christian going to get pork BBQ and fried shrimp? Because the vision wasn’t about fat cows or skinny cows or clean and unclean animals but about Gentiles coming into the covenant that wasn’t thrown away.
Why is there so much confusion in the body? This is the reason. We have a guy named Reuben who lives on a 1,000 islands and eats corn and beef and dresses like a Russian. Take a look at your Sunday morning portrait of Jesus-Yeshua wearing a red Roman robe and ask yourself where the hem of His (garment) tallit is? Where’s the tent the lady with the issue of blood grasped on to? You won’t find it.  Jesus warned us that there would be a people who call him “Lord” and yet he does not know them. He says these people are without the Law and that they have thrown it away and they work lawlessness.
“Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven will enter. “Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?’ “And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, YOU WHO PRACTICE LAWLESSNESS.’ Matthew 7:21-23.
 I’m just happy that blinders are falling off many people’s eyes in this hour. Many are getting new glasses which really aren’t new at all but spectacles from before Constantine and others corrupted the text and the message.
In closing I would like to also point out I know many great Christian people who love The Lord with all their hearts and they feel His presence and worship Him, but Yeshua said The Father seeks those who worship in Spirit and Truth. WE need both.

Blow a Trumpet in Tekoa!


This is the introduction to my next book to be released, Blow a Trumpet in Tekoa!

Thank you for your interest in “Blow a Trumpet in Tekoa.” I pray it can be used as a daily devotional or a short teaching guide for biblical studies. I also hope that the added prophetic pieces are eye opening and get you digging for more and more buried treasure found in His Word.

The word “Trumpet” seems to be in the spotlight this year. Author and Pulitzer Prize winner, Harper Lee, published her first book to come out since 1960’s To Kill a Mockingbird and she gave it a title that came straight from the book of Isaiah, “Go Set a Watchmen.” The watchmen’s job was to blow the trumpet and sound the alarm.

We also have a well-known presidential candidate by the name of Donald “Trump.”  Many in Christendom are proclaiming that God is going to use his voice as a trumpet. But what I am getting ready to tell you is quite phenomenal. Earlier in the year I heard a shofar blowing loudly. I told my husband about the incident and pondered it in my heart. We live in the middle of the woods far away from anyone. The sound of it was so loud it resonated in my soul. I wondered what it could mean. Later I discovered that I was not the only one who heard it. This trumpet herald made world news. These sounds of the shofar or trumpet blast were given names such as “strange sounds from the sky” and “apocalyptic blast.” Not only were these noises heard in America and Canada but also in Germany and Hungary, Denmark, Sweden, England, the Ukraine and France. You can look these “Strange Sounds in the sky” up on youtube and listen. Many Scientists have tried to explain the noises away, but I believe all of these similarities and messages are being spoken for such a time as this.

Prophets or Nabi in the Hebrew were men and women in the Bible who spoke with authority the Word of Yahweh. Unfortunately, the Greek mindset of a prophet has filtered in and many believe prophets to be some sort of fortune tellers who can give you a word for the day or tell you a future event. Prophets were given authority to instruct and admonish the people and at times, yes, they gave future events, but this is not what a prophet is. Their wisdom and anointing came from the Holy Spirit and The Word of Yahweh.

As my husband and I searched for the right title to use for the book, I decided to do a play or pun on words by using Yahweh’s Word and my pen name “Tekoa.”

“Flee for safety, O sons of Benjamin, From the midst of Jerusalem! Now blow a trumpet in Tekoa And raise a signal over Beth-haccerem; For evil looks down from the north, And a great destruction.” Jeremiah 6:1 NASB.

Tekoa is a city of Judah, whose hills stretch forth by Hebron and eastward towards the Dead Sea. The mighty prophet Jeremiah was warning the people of great danger and telling them to blow the shofar and flee for safety. Another prophet named Amos was from Tekoa.

“This message was given to Amos, a shepherd from the town of Tekoa in Judah. He received this message in visions two years before the earthquake, when Uzziah was king of Judah and Jeroboam II, the son of Jehoash, was king of Israel.” Amos 1:1 NLT.   Interesting enough, that same earthquake is mentioned again and is compared to the one that will happen when Yeshua’s feet stand on the Mount. Let’s look at this.

“Behold, a day is coming for the LORD when the spoil taken from you will be divided among you. For I will gather all the nations against Jerusalem to battle, and the city will be captured, the houses plundered, the women ravished and half of the city exiled, but the rest of the people will not be cut off from the city. Then the LORD will go forth and fight against those nations, as when He fights on a day of battle. That day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, which is in front of Jerusalem on the east; and the Mount of Olives will be split in its middle from east to west by a very large valley, so that half of the mountain will move toward the north and the other half toward the south. You will flee by the valley of My mountains, for the valley of the mountains will reach to Azel; yes, you will flee just as you fled before the earthquake in the days of Uzziah king of Judah. Then the LORD, my God, will come, and all the holy ones with Him!” Zechariah 14:1-5 NASB.

The watchmen had a job to blow the trumpet (Shofar) to warn the people of danger. The prophet also has a job to warn the people as well. Most prophets were not taken seriously and many were mocked by family and friends or even murdered. Today, there are some who want the fame or title of prophetic watchmen, but that is only due to their ignorance concerning such a calling. When you begin to study the major and Minor Prophets, you will learn that they were quite frightened by Yah’s instructions. The Lord told Jeremiah this.

“I knew you before I formed you in your mother’s womb. Before you were born I set you apart and appointed you as my prophet to the nations.”  Jeremiah answers him in verse 6 with an exclamation of,

“O Sovereign Lord,” I said, “I can’t speak for you! I’m too young!” Jeremiah 1:5-6 NLT. Jeremiah was known as the weeping prophet. He was told to never marry or have children due to the idolatry of Israel. His life was a continuous cry for the people to repent and turn from their wickedness but his cries went unheeded and his life was filled with mockery, pain and anguish. Not only was it a lonely existence, but he was placed in prison, and then a dungeon. He was starved and almost died at one point. The reason why? He spoke the truth and warned the people that The Lord was going to punish them for their wickedness.

Amos, on the other hand, was speaking to the Northern kingdom and often informed the people that he wasn’t a prophet, but a farmer, until Yahweh called him to warn the people of the destruction that was coming upon them due to their sins.

Moses argued with HaShem at least 7 times when he received the call to lead the children of Israel out of Egypt. Most of the time the call was met with fear, not only for a Holy God but for their very lives and yet today the title is paraded around for accolades.

Amos 3:7 NASB says, “Surely the Lord GOD does nothing Unless He reveals His secret counsel To His servants the prophets.” The people of Tekoa tried to drive Amos out of his hometown. They did not want to hear the long sound of the shofar, the warning cries of his prophetic pleas.

What is a prophet’s job? At times, it is to blow a trumpet in Tekoa. At times, it may even be a voice such as Jeremiah’s for the nations. One of the reasons why I like the title for this particular book is due to what a shofar represents for God’s people. The very word shofar in Hebrew comes from a root word meaning beauty. When the trumpet (shofar) was blown the people knew it meant one of several things, war, danger, preparation, death, Shabbat (sabbath) or a High Holy Day. The sound said, “The High Holy Days are coming!”

Many of the prophetic teachings in this book are a long mournful cry for all of us to turn back to Yahweh and to heed his commandments and look at our own reflection so we can come up higher. Other topics are for healing, refreshing and ultimately to draw one closer to HIM.

I pray the sound of the trumpet on the pages of this book arouses and awakens you to a new walk and understanding of the truth. I pray the beauty of the “Teki’ah”, a burst and long blast of triumph, joy and gladness ignites your hearts. The sound of Teki’ah announced the coming KING and today we are closer than we have ever been to His arrival.

“Blow the trumpet in Zion; sound the alarm on my holy hill. Let all who live in the land TREMBLE, FOR THE DAY OF THE LORD IS COMING. It is close at hand—“Joel 2:1 NIV.

Awaken! Blow a trumpet in Tekoa!

Many blessings,


Should women be Behind Pulpits?


Free Chapter from Doctrines of Demons Part #1

I remember clearly the day that I went to my pastor about a matter on my heart. I looked him in the eye and said, “I know God wants me to preach the gospel.” My pastor looked up at me with sorrow and shook his head, “Tekoa, God will never bless it.” I felt like someone had stabbed me in the heart. He proceeded to show me scripture after scripture to prove his point. I knew God had spoken to me and even given me dreams and they were more tangible than anything in this world; yet, I found doors closing with each attempt. I watched as men, some who had less experience and biblical knowledge than me were put into leadership roles. I pondered this and after approaching another pastor, I was informed that a single woman was dangerous in ministry. Under no circumstances would she be put in such an office, not even youth ministry. She needed a covering to preach, and a husband was her covering. This information was gathered from a passage in 1 Corinthians chapter 11, verses 3-5 ISR, “And I wish you to know that the head of every man is the Messiah, and the HEAD OF THE WOMAN IS THE MAN, and the head of Messiah is Elohim. Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, brings shame to his Head. And every woman praying or prophesying with her head uncovered BRINGS SHAME TO HER HEAD, for that is one and the same as if her head were shaved”. Ministers all over the world have stood behind pulpits and raised their fist and called many of God’s mouthpieces Jezebels and have forbidden them to speak. However, during that time many of the temple prostitutes and women of Corinth were coming to Christ. Because it was their pagan practice to shave their heads, it was best to cover their heads so they would fit into the assembly better during worship. Also, if a Jewish woman was thought to have committed adultery she was taken to the priest and her head covering was removed and then she was made to shave her head (Numbers 5:18).
Since I had no husband at the time, I wondered how God was going to get my voice heard. I pondered this and thought of the apostle Paul who remained single and then the single women who helped him and had home churches. He lists eight women in Romans chapter sixteen alone! Here are a couple of those women. “I commend to you our sister Phoebe, a deacon of the church in Cenchreae. Romans 16:1…Greet Priscilla and Aquila, my co-workers in Christ Jesus.” (Romans 16:3 NIV)
After telling two pastors the visions God had given me, I felt ostracized. I went to God in prayer and I fell on my face and asked Him why He had given me the vision and the desire if these men were right. The Lord led me to the book of Job and as I read the passage, I felt the Holy Spirit so strongly. After Job’s troubles, God restored to him everything he lost. The Bible says he had seven sons and three daughters, but the Bible doesn’t mention his son’s names, ONLY HIS DAUGHTERS. The Jewish people take names very seriously. The first name of a child is not something picked out of a baby book, it is spoken by the Lord most high. The Jews do not string letters together to form a cute name for their child. They do not just pick a name, the name picks the individual and actually describes them. This could be why Abram’s name was changed by God and also why Saul was changed to Paul. They changed and so their name no longer conveyed their character. The person’s name could also foretell the future. Jacob left his name, which meant trickster and was given the name Israel after wrestling with an angel. He now had a name that meant one who prevails with God. So back to Job’s daughters names!
“And he called the name of the first Jemima; and the name of the second, Kezia; and the name of the third, Keren-happuch. Now the story gets better, so bear with me. Jemima means dove. The dove represents the Holy Spirit. The second name Kezia means cassia, a sweet scented spice, cinnamon and Keren-happuch means the horn of beauty or alloys of medicine. This represented the anointing oil recipe that the priests were given in the Old Testament. Then the next verse is what popped out of the page and began to resonate with me, “AND IN ALL THE LAND WERE NO WOMEN FOUND SO FAIR AS THE DAUGHTERS OF JOB: AND THEIR FATHER GAVE THEM INHERITANCE AMONG THEIR BRETHREN.” (Job 42:15 KJV)
God had given me inheritance to speak His word among my brethren! “And it shall come to pass afterward, [that] I will pour out MY SPIRIT upon ALL FLESH; and your SONS and your DAUGHTERS shall PROPHESY, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:” (Joel 2:28 KJV) Deborah the great judge and prophetess had a husband, God could have given the positions to him if He wanted to, but He chose a female.
So where did this teaching start? Let’s look at some verses on women being silent. Paul says in 1 Corinthians, “Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak;” Paul goes onto say, “And if they will learn anything, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church.” (1 Corinthians 14:34-35 KJV) Now, remember what I said about reading chapters and not just verses? You see, Paul was a man of sarcasm, let me explain. Paul was so sarcastic indeed that he had this to say about circumcision, “As for those agitators, I wish they would go the whole way and emasculate themselves.” (Galatians 5:12) In other words, don’t stop at the foreskin, get rid of the whole thing to prove how holy you are! So back to Paul, he says, and I repeat, “Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak;”
So what does the very next verse say? “WHAT? Came the word of God out from you? Or came it unto you only?” (1 Cor. 14: 36 KJV) If one were to read the whole book of Corinthians, one would see Paul discusses women prophesying and how the gifts are for everyone. So why would God give these women throughout the Bible gifts of wisdom and knowledge and prophecies and not allow them to speak?
God has always used women in the Bible. He used Miriam, Moses sister, to help lead the children of Israel through the wilderness. Miriam was a mighty prophetess. “When King Josiah heard the book of the law, he rent his clothes and sent his priest to a mighty prophetess named Huldah. She was keeper of the wardrobe; now she dwelt in Jerusalem in the college; and they communed with her.” (2 Kings 22:11 NLT) This woman not only flowed in the prophetic, she was a college, student.

God appointed Esther to save His people and she called for a three-day fast, not even water. She risked her life for God’s people. God had to get Deborah to judge and fight the battles for Israel because the men wouldn’t. And don’t forget Yael who put a tent peg through a wicked king’s head. Listen to the song of Deborah. “Gilead remained east of the Jordan. And why did Dan stay home? Asher sat unmoved at the seashore, remaining in his harbors.” (Judges 5:17 NLT) These men stayed home or stayed at the sea coast collecting their money. Their minds were on their selves and their wealth. Yes, God used women in the Bible and He gifted them and gave them talents and leadership abilities. And if the men in these last days are like Dan and Gilead, passive in their ships, He will raise up Deborah’s to do their jobs. He will raise up women just like He always has.

The first woman Evangelist in the Gospel of John was the woman at the well. She unlike Nicodemus, took that living water and ran to tell everyone in her town and the scripture says, “And many of the Samaritans of that city BELIEVED on HIM FOR THE SAYING OF THE WOMAN, which testified, He told me all that ever I did.”(John 4:39 KJV)

I hear ministers say if women were supposed to teach, why didn’t Jesus have any women among the twelve disciples? Let’s look at scripture more carefully. “And it came to pass afterward, that he went throughout every city and village, preaching and shewing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and the twelve [were] with him, AND CERTAIN WOMEN, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, MARY called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, And JOANNA the wife of Chuza Herod’s steward, and SUSANNA, and many others, which MINISTERED UNTO HIM of their substance.” (Luke 8:1-3 KJV) Sounds to me like He had some women on the team.

Now there is one woman in the New Testament who is even given the title ‘disciple’ in scripture. “Now there was at Joppa a CERTAIN DISCIPLE named TABITHA, which by interpretation is called Dorcas: this woman was full of good works and almsdeeds which she did.” (Acts 9:36 KJV) Not only will you find a disciple, but an apostle named Junia. “Greet Andronicus and Junia, my fellow Jews who have been in prison with me. They are outstanding among the apostles, and they were in Christ before I was.” (Romans 16:7 NIV)

I was at a meeting one night and a man stood up and said, “What do we do about 1 Timothy 2:12-13? If we follow that verse women aren’t even supposed to speak at a church. And then he began to read it, ‘BUT I SUFFER NOT A WOMAN TO TEACH, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. For ADAM was FIRST FORMED, then Eve.’” My pastor’s answer was these are the last days and God is going to pour out His spirit on all flesh. This didn’t ease my mind. I wanted to obey God at all costs and if He did not want me to teach, I would not teach. I went home and went over the other scriptures that contradicted this scripture. I said, “Lord, I know your word does not contradict itself. I also know that the Holy Spirit searches all things and He can show me the meaning of truth in this verse.”

I decided to do what I normally do when I am stumped and that is read the whole chapter and then the whole book. Since the book of Timothy is short, I decided to read both 1st and 2nd Timothy. As I read, I uncovered verses about a black smith. “Alexander the coppersmith did me much evil: the Lord reward him according to his works:” (2 Timothy 4:14 KJV) Now after I read this I began to research what Paul was talking about. You too can read all about it in the book of Acts, chapter 18-19.

Ephesus, where Timothy had started his church was a well-known place of goddess worship. The temple that was erected there for the goddess of Artemis and Diana is one of the Seven Wonders of the World. This blacksmith made his money from making these idols. The goddess was adorned on merchandise such as necklaces, bracelets and, of course, carved as an idol to place in one’s home. Paul was putting a damper on Alexander the coppersmiths business by preaching the gospel and having the people put away their idols and burn their magic books of incantation and witchcraft.

These people were Romans and Greeks and they had been worshipping the goddess for over a thousand years. The goddess Diana was often referred to as the queen of the witches. They believed Diana created the world of her own being having in herself the seeds of all creation yet to come. Did you catch that, everyone came from her womb; she was created first according to them. Paul had to get real strict with the church of Ephesus because they were taking their goddess cult and mingling it with Yahweh’s Word..

The Bible says study to show yourself approved. These women were even dressing like the goddess and Paul had to tell them they didn’t need braided hair and gold and extravagant attire. These women weren’t wearing braids like little house on the prairie, they were dressing like their idol. It was no different than a young girl today dressing like one of their favorite pop stars. So Paul says, “And I want women to be modest in their appearance. They should wear decent and appropriate clothing and not draw attention to themselves by the way they fix their hair or by wearing gold or pearls or expensive clothes.” (1 Timothy 2:9 NLT) This whole chapter has been misconstrued due to the translation and what was going on in the culture during that time period. We need to study the history of the times and open our minds to a culture that is not Western.

Today, God has said He will pour out His spirit on all flesh. My hope is that Yahweh’s handmaidens everywhere are encouraged to step out in faith and proceed to heed His calling. Avoid the naysayers. They will always be present. The Lord is using many of His called out ones in this hour just as He used Deborah, Esther, Rahab and Ruth. Men be careful not to overlook the voice of women in your congregations, for God has always used them and He will continue to do so.

Free Chapter of Doctrines of Demons Part #3


Thank you for your interest in Part #3 of Doctrines of Demons. This book has been a long time coming, and still I feel as if I have not covered everything inside of my heart. Many of us have eaten bread that we should never have ingested. Others have been eating stale moldy bread for some time now. Still others need the elementary teachings because they are not ready for meat. I’d like to begin this book by going back to an earlier time in my life.

I remember being involved with an on-line theology group in or around 2006. There was this one man, I’ll call him George, who taught on his own separately. Every now and then I would be drawn to George’s website. Yes, I was drawn, but I would argue with him quite frequently. I also seemed to get a strange feeling in my spirit and even a fear in my gut when conversing with him. I later found that the bad feelings were connected to my PRIDE and my ego. I also came to understand that this fear I felt had been placed on me by well-meaning pastors, who didn’t want me to eat from any other pasture but theirs. Many believe their food is the only good food, and if you venture outside of their pen you will be led astray, or worse, poisoned. Often this is a form of controlling sheep, collecting tithe, and being able to say you have such and such NUMBER of members, healings, and prophets at your watering hole. Yes, these men at times love to draw men unto themselves. John 12:43-44 says, “Nevertheless among the chief rulers also many believed on him; but because of the Pharisees they did not confess him, lest they should be put out of the synagogue: For THEY LOVED THE PRAISE OF MEN more than the praise of God.” KJV.

George was gruff and he would chew apart the doctrine I was raised with and spit it back out at me. He would show me things in the Bible I thought I knew backwards and forwards, and leave me feeling like I had just stepped off a Ferris wheel. Dizzy.

Often I would not like his responses, or the scriptures he would show me. Why? It didn’t line up with what I had been taught. Although I had read the Bible through several times and had read the verses he was pointing out, I had never seen these particular verses in this light. It made me squirm. I would say to myself, “Bonnie you have been raised in a church where the biggest names come and speak.” For instance, Oral Roberts, Kenneth Copeland, Joyce Meyer, Jimmy Swaggart, Benny Hinn, and all the main prophetic voices of the day came and still are guest speakers at the church of my youth. I learned a lot from them, but was everything correct? I pondered all the books I had studied and shook my head…Yes, I decided the things George was trying to show me must have been from satan because after all, I KNEW The Lord Adonai’s VOICE! I was one of His sheep.” I said it with all the vigor I could muster.

A few years later, I began to tear apart my concordance and hear in my spirit, “Bonnie ERASE everything you have been taught and start over. Allow my Ruach Holy Spirit to teach you. Yes, this man online was several years prior to when the Holy Spirit began to teach me things that were hidden inside the pages of my Bible. This was before I had learned truths about satan, salvation, and other topics I discuss here in my doctrinal books.

One day George began to tell me that everyone was still asleep in the grave until the last trump “That Day”. I remember thinking this man is bonkers! My grandfather is in heaven. When George told me this I retorted back with, “No because THE THIEF on the cross was told by Jesus that he would be with him in paradise that day!” I then quoted Paul sharply, “To be absent from the body is to be present with The Lord.” 2nd Cor. 5:8 KJV. I raised my chin up proudly at All my puffed up knowledge.

He said, “Yeah, you know dispensationalism.” Dispensationalism? That was a big word. All I knew was the Assemblies of God doctrines and the Christian church doctrines I had been raised with. This man began to open up for me more verses that went against what the big guys (Evangelist, Prophets and pastors) had taught me… Like John 3:13, “No one has ascended into heaven except he who descended from heaven, the Son of Man.” AND Acts 2:34 “For David is not ascended into the heavens: …” KJV.

But their spirit has right George?” But what about Enoch? Elijah? I asked question after question. But what about this… But what about that? BAM! BAM! George would come back with a sharp left and then a right hook!

I thank The FATHER for George to this day, and also for friends HE brought across my path for a season. Iron does sharpen iron if you will let it. As this man began to open up The Creators Word to me, I was stumped. I actually felt like I had been hit with bricks. I continued, “But what about the thief? And Abraham’s abode?”

He then asked me if Jesus went to Paradise that day. I wasn’t sure where he was going with this, but I was all ears. He said, “Bonnie look at Matthew 12:40, “For as Jonah was three days and three nights in the whale’s belly, so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.” KJV. If he was in the heart of the earth three days and THREE nights then how was he in paradise? How could he have been crucified on Friday and arose on Sunday early in the morning and been in the earth 3 days and 3 nights? I couldn’t breathe. Then I remembered a scripture about Jesus getting the keys and releasing prisoners… Again, I was shot down. He showed me the same verses in the Old Testament and expounded on it.

He looked at me and began to explain to me how the bible didn’t have periods, commas, or paragraph breaks, but was one long scroll. I learned about a man named Stephen Langton who divided the Bible into chapters in 1227 A.D. He explained how men had separated the passages where they thought it should have been with commas and semicolon’s and paragraph breaks. Greek and Hebrew do not have punctuation. Kind of like, Mom cooked, the kids sang. Without the comma in place, mom could have cooked the kids. Now let us read again what Yeshua-Jesus said to the thief on the cross.

“And Jesus said unto him, “Verily I say unto thee today, shalt thou be with Me in Paradise.” Luke 23:43KJV. A better translation may have said “Verily I say unto you on THAT DAY, you will be with me in paradise. If one were to do a careful study on “That day” they would find much information. Even Martha, Lazarus sister, knew this, “Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at THE LAST DAY.” John 11:24 KJB.
Jesus-Yeshua also said this to Mary at the tomb, “Touch Me not, for I am not yet ascended to My Father,…” John 20:17. If he wasn’t descended yet how could he be in paradise? Many will tell you His spirit was, but His body wasn’t. They do err
I have had several procedures at the hospital in my lifetime. Each time, when I was coming back out of the anesthesia, it was as if I HAD NO RECOLLECTION OF TIME. The grave is like this.

George proceeded to show me many scriptures on death, hell, and the grave. My point? I would get so mad at this man over his doctrine, but every week I would be drawn to what he wrote.

Many times we keep eating STALE BREAD when The Father has fresh baked manna for us. Yes, there is much Revelation and deeper meaning behind our faith coming forth at this time. Knowledge is increasing and Light is streaming forth in this hour.

If you have been sitting in your church for years thinking there must be more, there is, and I am not just talking about a prayer language, a service where people dance and shout and Jim got healed from back pain. I am talking about KNOWING HIM. When I first met my husband I did not know him very well. The more I fell in love with him, the more I wanted to know about him.

The problem is we have one side screaming bondage, Jezebel, legalism and they are blocking the freedom, JOY and new enlightenment of the Holy Spirit from being allowed to flow. The Creator wants to show people a more intimate way, a more righteous way and the truth of “THE WAY”. The same ones screaming false prophets and Jezebel are usually the ones who need to look deeper at themselves. They don’t understand. They have been taught with a Greek, westernized mindset. Sadly, they won’t become blind so they can see. Jesus said, “For judgement I came into this world, so that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may become blind.” John 9:39 NASB. These pastors and teachers do something unaware that is a BIG NO, NO…They prevent the ones who are hungry from getting to the freshly baked bread by using control and fear tactics.

Jesus went on to say, “Whoever then annuls one of the least of these commandments, and teaches others to do the same, shall be called LEAST in the kingdom of heaven; but whoever keeps and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 5:19 KJV. In-between the pages of this book I will cover the heavens, hell, death and the grave. I also will briefly go over The Torah and the Feast days. It is my hope that you see the intricate details of Jesus-Yeshua inside of these topics many have considered a “Jewish thing”.

I don’t know about you, but we men need to be a little more afraid to spew out any ole doctrine from behind our pulpits. We need to ponder what it would feel like to be least in His Kingdom. There has been another THIEF at the cross stealing The Truth of YESHUA from The BODY and feeding the sheep stale scraps and bread filled with YEAST. I pray the teachings in this book give you some fresh baked manna and that you eat from His table and the Feast table to come.

The world will end when?

Stephen Colbert was making fun of a group of Christians who were setting dates as to when the earth would end. Unfortunately, this has become so ridiculous I don’t blame him for laughing at yet another group that stated the world would end October 7th or 8th. Many have been upset over Mark Blitz and John Hagee’s books on blood moons, but I am thankful that at least these men have opened the eyes to the Christian world that there are Feast days.

“But of that day and that hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels which are in heaven, neither the Son, but the Father.” Mark 13:32 KJB.

REALLY? Is that completely true? What about these verses that explain to us how we can narrow it down and be on watch every year at a certain time. Let’s look at that.

“Now, brothers and sisters, about times and dates we do not need to write to you, for you know very well that the day of the Lord will come like A THIEF in the night.  While people are saying, “Peace and safety,” destruction will come on them suddenly, as labor pains on a pregnant woman, and they will not escape. BUT YOU, brothers and sisters, ARE NOT IN DARKNESS so that this day should surprise you like a thief.” 1 Thessalonians 5:1-4 KJV. There is a people not in darkness, a people who will be ready and know when he is returning. And then there are the people mentioned in Revelations 3, “But if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what time I will come to you.” 3:3 KJB.

Some believers will know and some will not know. Yes, some will not be alarmed because they are awake and they see the answers in The Feast days. This means that every year at the time of the fall they are preparing for His return. It doesn’t mean they are predicting THE YEAR.

Have you ever wanted to be able to read the Bible with clarity and understanding? What about hard books to digest like Daniel and Revelations?

I once was perplexed by this verse and wanted to know its meaning. “And when he had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour.” Revelations 8:1 KJB. Did you know there is one day before a certain Feast day when no Shofar is blown and there is silence?

This blog is going to be simple. I see many people writing blogs and using terms like Sukkot, Pesach, Shavuot, and so forth and for many this is difficult for them to understand. There is still a group of people inside Christianity who have no idea what we are talking about, and they are joined to the hip with their King James Bibles. I also sense that they fear anything Jewish and consider it bondage and legalism. I wanted to do a simple blog for them and only use the King James text and also explain when “Jewish” and everything Jew originated.

After reading several blogs written by pastors and teachers this past week of Sukkot, I was saddened by the lack of understanding I still see from mainstream Christianity and I was grieved by the words written in ignorance to condemn those of us who celebrate HIS Feast.

The first thing I would like to start with is the Feast days themselves. These are all listed in your Bible in Leviticus 23 among other places. The Lord Adonai works in an order and He uses the number 7 for the order. There are 7 Feast. Passover is called Pesach in Hebrew (redeeming blood, Sacrifice and the death of Yeshua. Then there is Unleavened Bread (Sanctification and burial of Jesus-Yeshua. Next is Firstfruits/ grain harvest (Resurrection of the Messiah). And then the Feast of weeks or Shavuot known as Pentecost in Christianity.

These 4 Feast from Leviticus have been fulfilled! Yay! The Creator said they would happen and they did. He kept His promise and sent the Messiah. These Feast happen in the Spring/Summer, but the ones that happen in the fall have not come to pass yet. And so we wait.

So when The Lord gave these Feast to the children of Israel he said they were to keep them FOREVER. Another interesting thing He said was that they were HIS Feast. Let’s look at that. “Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, Concerning the feasts of the LORD, which ye shall proclaim to be holy convocations, even these are my feasts.” Leviticus 23:2 KJB.

Some may say but isn’t that a JEWISH thing? Let’s go into detail here and see if this is a Jewish thing and if the apostles were still keeping them and teaching the gentiles to keep them long after Jesus –Yeshua ascended up in the clouds.

“One law (Torah) shall be to him that is home born, and unto the foreigner who sojourns among you. Exodus 12:49 KJB”

“Ye shall have one manner of law (Torah), as well for the stranger, as for one of your own country: for I am the LORD your God.” Leviticus 24:22 KJB.

“And if a stranger shall sojourn among you, and will keep the Passover unto the LORD; according to the ordinance of the Passover, and according to the manner thereof, so shall he do: ye shall have one ordinance, both for the stranger, and for him that was born in the land.” Numbers 9:14 KJB.

Galatians 3:28 says, “There is neither Jew nor Greek…” KJB.

So, we have two or three statements here confirming that it was not just Jews He was giving this to. Also, remember Jew is only one tribe from Jacob’s sons. Judah is where the name Jew comes from. After the death of King Solomon, the nation of Israel was split into two parts. We had the Kingdom of Judah and the Kingdom of Israel. The word Jew is not even found in your King James Bible until the book of Esther.

The “Jews” were not grafted into a new religion called Christianity… but we were grafted into a “Jewish” faith. Paul said, “And if some of the branches be broken off, and thou, being A WILD OLIVE TREE, wert graffed in among them, and with them partakest of the root and fatness of the olive tree; Boast not against the branches. But if thou boast, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee.” Romans 11:17-18 KJB.

Jesus-Yeshua kept all the Feast days. His apostles did too and they taught others to keep them, yes, even GENTILES. Look them up for yourselves. Here are just a few scriptures. Acts 20:6, 1 Corinthians 16:8, Acts 27:9, 1 Corinthians 5:6-8. Also, Acts chapter 2 is all about a Feast Day. Christians call it the Day of Pentecost and many refer to it as a time when speaking in tongues or a prayer language first came about. Many have missed DEEPER meanings.

So we have the Fall Feast. These feast are the ones we are to be dressed and rehearsing for so that if He returns we are not unaware like the evil servant in Mark and also like the ones caught naked and surprised. This would describe the Christian church today. WAKE-UP!

There is much information available on the internet for you to learn about these Feast. One good place to start is Passion for Truth ministries, but there are many.

The fall Feast we are still waiting to come to pass are, Rosh Hashanah or the Feast of Trumpets…Yom Kippur or the Days of Awe and Sukkot or the Feast of Tabernacles. Yes, there is a reason why Peter said this, “… Lord, it is good for us to be here: if thou wilt, let us make here THREE TABERNACLES (The Feast of Tabernacles); one for thee, and one for Moses, and one for Elias.” Matthew 17:4 KJB.

I hope this helps open eyes that have been closed. I also hope you will rethink the holidays you celebrate that are based on pagan rituals and materialistic things. The Feast of Yahweh are called Festivals AND they are JOYOUS occasions, not bondage. These were written in The LAW. Much has been taken wrong by Paul concerning days, times and even food. I hope you are dressed and ready and he does not come like a THIEF.

“For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the TRUMP of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: 1 Thess. 4:16 KJB.

Trumpets are blown during Feast, not during Easter egg hunts and Christmas tree trimmings.


Facebook “Likes” or Eternal Truth


If I were to post a verse on social media such as this one, “How blessed are those who wash their robes, so that they have the right to eat from the Tree of Life and go through the gates into the city! Outside are the homosexuals, those involved with the occult and with drugs….” Rev. 22:14-15 and if I post it right after a Kim Davis rant many would assume that I am making a point directed at homosexuals. If they are for gay marriage they will not “Like” the post even if they are “Christians.” If they are against homosexuals and are often making statements about abominations and so forth, they will share the post, whoop and holler and shout AMEN regardless of the rest of the people listed outside the gates!

If I post Romans 13 or other verses about not slandering world leaders then many seem to think I must not understand how evil or ignorant the president is. Well, I didn’t say this, “Everyone is to obey the governing authorities. For there is no authority that is not from God, and the existing authorities have been placed where they are by God.” Romans 13:1, a man in PRISON named Paul wrote this. Ironic?

AND Peter said… “Submit yourselves for the Lord’s sake to every human authority: whether to the emperor, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right.” 1st Peter 2:13-14. HE was crucified upside down by governing authorities. If I were to post a picture of Obama and these verses most would think I was nuts. I didn’t say we should honor them or obey them, God did. He also said Nebuchadnezzar was HIS SERVANT.

If I post verses on the Law (Torah) such as, “The Torah of Adonai is PERFECT, restoring the inner person.” Psalm 19:7 or “How HAPPY are those whose way of life is blameless, who live by the Torah (Law) of Adonai!” Psalm 119:1, then some take it as I am trying to push a doctrine on people. BUT, if I post something like this,” For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to PROSPER you and not to harm you, plans to give you HOPE and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11, then 50 people will “like” it on Facebook, and Twitter and say AMEN and do a happy dance! This happens regardless whether they have ever read the first part of the passage about how they had to be slaves for 70 years in Babylon before this PLAN OF PROSPERITY would occur.

It seems to me that the Bible says this about HaShem (God) “I am the LORD, and I DO NOT CHANGE.” Malachi 3:6… Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” Hebrews 13:8.

So whether we are reading about someone being stoned to death or God’s wrath being poured out on His people, He does not change.

But many say, “But Bonnie Jesus-Yeshua is not like His Father and He changed everything. But Jesus said, “If you had known Me, you would know My Father as well.” John 14:7.

AND HE SAID when they asked him about his father this, “Where is your father?” “You do not know me or my Father,” Jesus replied. “If you knew me, you would know my Father also.” John 8:19.

So the verse below and many like it are pretty tough to swallow at times…

‘Now go and strike Amalek and utterly destroy all that he has, and do not spare him; but put to death both man and woman, child and infant, ox and sheep, camel and donkey.'”1 Samuel 15:3.

But you say that is the OLD TESTAMENT and we don’t live under that LAW. No, we don’t live under the CURSE of that Law.

Let’s look at John 1:16-18…Out of his fullness we have all received GRACE in place of grace ALREADY given. For the law (Torah) was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God, but the one and only Son, who is himself God and is in closest relationship with the Father, has made him known.”

King Jimmy added the word BUT…For the law was given by Moses BUT grace and truth came by Jesus Christ. (KJV) As if GRACE and TRUTH were never available before Jesus came. We know that is not true.

“But Noah found GRACE in the eyes of The Lord.” Gen. 6:8… Even Jonah, who was angry at God for sparing the wicked people of Nineveh said, “I know that YOU are GRACIOUS and MERCIFUL GOD, slow to anger and abundant in LOVINGKINDNESS.” Jonah 4:2.

Much grace was here before Jesus came. I don’t have time to show you the thousands of verses on SALVATION and GRACE in your Old Testament King James Bible but trust me or do a word study if you never have before.

As Skip Moen explains, “When the translators added “but” to the sentence, they implied that Christians and Jews have different gospels. They separated believers into two camps; those who lived under the Mosaic code and those who lived under the free grace of the Gospels.” Skip goes on to explain, “This is even more that case when we realize and profess that Jesus is God. When it comes to salvation, God has not changed His mind. Salvation is by grace and grace alone. That was true for Moses and it’s true for us. That is exactly what Jesus taught. But usefulness comes through obedience and obedience is determined by a code of conduct revealed to Moses and endorsed by Jesus.” Skip Moen.

We see this in Luke 10, “On one occasion an expert in the law (Torah) stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”

“What is written in the Torah?” he replied. “How do you read it?” 10:25-26…

What I really wanted to ask you, “Is there any scriptures that you don’t like? That you wouldn’t click “like” on? Is there any verses that are not for today? Is the Word of Yahweh perfect? Or is it perfect now and we can throw the Old out even though the new wasn’t even written until 30 to 60 years later. The Apostles and the Bereans were teaching and studying out of the OLD.

Did the verse above in Psalms 19 lie when it said “How HAPPY are those people who live by the Torah (Law)? Is it a LIGHT to your feet to lead you or is it bondage and horrible animal sacrifices and death? Which one? Do you believe the whole Bible is truth? Proverbs 6:23

For this command is a lamp, this teaching (Torah) is a light, and correction and instruction are the way to life,…” Psalm 119:14. John chapter one tells us that in the beginning was The Word and then he says, “The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us.” Yeshua put on flesh and came down. He was and is THE LIVING TORAH.

Was David lying when he said this?

“I rejoice in following your statutes as one rejoices in great riches. “OH, how I love your law! I meditate on it all day long. Your commands are always with me and make me wiser than my enemies. I have MORE INSIGHT than all my teachers, for I meditate on your statutes. I have more understanding than the elders, for I obey your precepts.”

How could something that makes one wiser than their enemies and be thrown away and nailed to the cross? Something else was nailed to the cross and that is what seems to throw many off. “Your word, Lord, is eternal; it stands firm in the heavens.” Psalm 119:89…